Is it me?? Or anyone else??

Sometimes, I feel sad and down. Sometimes feeling as 'high' as the sky. Sad, because I'm feeling alone even when I'm surrounded by friends.

When friends are not there, I feel that life is not worth it because you live a life of deceit and people just use you to get to what they want. I'm always having that feeling, perhaps I'm just not happy enough. Save me!! Give me advise. Am I just that person who always be used and not being able to get help when ever I need it?

Looking at the bright side, perhaps it's I who owe these people in my previous lives. Perhaps they're just here to get back what I owe them. Good thing right?? I don't know. You tell me.

Hopefully I would be able to find the strength to move on, be stronger, be ignorant sometimes, be a person who can say no to certain things. May God be with me and in good faith that I will be able to have true friends to share my stories.

If you're a great friend, I'm sure that you're reading my blog right now. Want to show me, contact me and I will donate RM 5 to Tzu Chi Buddhist foundation to aid the victims of Myanmar cyclone and China earthquake. You can donate too. I can tell you more when we stay in touch.

Cherish life.